People talk about whole lives changing in an instant. For 16-year-old Ryan, it seems his life has been nothing but change for months. Now, that change could turn tragic.

Nerdy but gifted Ryan Miyashi has just started what promises to be a stellar academic career at Cal State Berkeley. Just as important, he’s finally settled into a comfortable, loving relationship with his first boyfriend, Tanner Cruz. Ryan can’t quite believe he’s landed such a stud—high school football star, captain of the wrestling team—and puts up with Tanner’s erratic, if somewhat goofy personality. Tanner’s the real deal.